Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Yousif: wallah hal Ali shakla Dowsh wa7id
Yousif: digay 3ala nooroo 5al itgoolich manee im5arib 3alayha her excitement wila agoolich ni6ray layn bilayl ihya itgoolich
Sindis: 5ala9 3ayal an6er washoof shino salfat.ha
Yousif: inzain yallah roo7ay il jam3a shmga3dich layl7een
Sindis: ee ok yallah baroo7 tabee shay?
Yousif: la salamtich bas take care
Sindis; inshallah I will o ana awal ma a5ali9 min uni ayeelik
Yousif: 7ayach ana bakoon ga3id
Sindis: hehehehe ok yallah bye
I left the room and closed the door behind me o I walked shwaya wila alga bader he was sitting 3ala one of the chairs shakla yan6er a7ad
Sindis: Bader shfeek ga3id ibroo7ik?
Bader: ga3id an6erich
Sindis: inzain laysh ma ni6artnee 3ind yousif
Bader: bas gilt a36eekom shwaya privacy o an6erich 3ashan mabeech itroo7een il jam3a broo7ich
Sindis: ee bas 3adee il jam3a month wayed ib3eeda
Bader: law la sama7 alla o 9ar shay wintay ray7a ibroo7ich mino biysa3dich 3ala il a8al ana akoon wiyach
Sindis: hehehe eee ok mashkoor wallah mala da3ee a9lan tan6irnee
Bader: imbala lah da3eee o yalla 5al namshee
As usual we walked to uni kil wa7id attended their classes o ilyowm I got to see noor bil jam3a
Sindis: Noooooooor iygooloon mit6awra il 3ila8a ma3a ali
Noor: abaiiiih sando law tadreeen bas shino galee
Sindis: hahahahaha yallah goolay 5al nisma3
Noor: galee ina yabeenee o ib ya56ibnee min il yowm itha abee o ina ohwa he's serious o he's not playing around abiiih galee wayed ashya2 bas ana ma istaw3abt l2nee I was shocked
Sindis: ya7layla wallah jaree2 7imday rabich Nooroo ana bader 9arlee cham shahr wiya o ma galee wala shay madree ishsalfita
Noor: eee il7imdillah bas intay ni6ray 3alayh yimkin ohwa he's not good in showing his emotions yisti7ee
Sindis: na6ra youba na6ra 5o ana ishwaray an6er o amree lallah o bashoof shino a5rat.ha ma3ah
Noor: hehehe eee ni6ray a7sanlich
Sindis: waaaaay wallah I wish u all the best tistahlayn ya Noor wa7id nafs ali
ANOTHER POST SOOOOOON INSHALLAH O I'm SO SORRY INA ITS SHORT
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Enjoy everyone ;****
Ali: Noor shfeech goolay shay
Noor: abaaiih Ali madree shagool inta faja2tnee
Ali: adreee wallah bas ana I just wanted to clear things out 3ashan it3arfeen inee ana ga3id atkalam min 9ijee mo ga3id al3ab
Ali: 3ala shino ?
Noor: l2nik giltleee thank u wallah I really appreciate it
Ali:ana sawayt ilee gidart 3alayh o il ray bil nihaya rayich
Noor: Ali ana lazim afaker bil maw'6oo3
Ali: fakray bas please fakray 3adil l2nee shareech ya Noor
Noor: Adreee wallah o inshallah 5ayr
Ali: inshallah...inzain yallah mishayna
Ali: il jam3a la we miss our classes
Noor: oh heheheh ee yallah
Wallah o kibart ib 3aynee ya Ali ya3neee ok gilna yimkin you like me bas inik you want me mara wa7da this I didn't expect at all.
SINDIS'S POINT OF VIEW:
I went to check on Yousif gabil la aroo7 il jam3a awal ma I arrived I knocked the door
Yousif: come in
Sindis: HIIIIIII ( I said it in a loud tone)
awal ma I entered the room wila alga Bader o a couple of guys ga3deen o ana dasha ga3da a9ari5
Sindis: oh sorry
6ala3t ibsir3a o 9akayt il bab my face was blood red min kither ma I was embarrised awal ma 9akayt il bab wila Bader yi6la3
Bader: sorry Sindis nisayt la agoolich ina il shabab mawjoodeen
Sindis: abaiih yal fashla Bader il7een ishbiygooloon 3anee
Bader: la shda3wa 3adee intay ma sawaytay shay '3ala6
Sindis: kilish dasha o ga3da a9ari5 chinee 5ibla
Bader: HAHAHAHAHA ishda3wa chinich 5ibla la wallah kan 3adeee inzain 3adee ta3alay a9lan Yousif yabeech
I entered the room with Bader o I was looking at the ground the whole time min kither ma ana miftashla
Sindis: il salam o 3alaykom
All: wa3alaykom il salam
Yousif: hala Sindis shlownich?
Sindis: ahlaiiin hala Yousif inta shlownik 3asa a7san
Yousif: ee il7imdillah wayed a7san
Yousif: agool sindis sha5bar Noor tara ana min ziman 3anha
Sindis: ee 3ala 6aree Noor dig 3alayha tawha ams ga3da tis2al 3anik
Yousif: ka il7een adig
Yousif: hala wallah hala bilee lahya 3ana
Noor: allah iysam7ik ana ileee lahya wila inta ilee matdig
Yousif: la intay lahya wiya Ali o nasyatnee
Noor: hehehehe Yousif waaaaaaaaaay wallah iyanin
Yousif: hahaha ishlown?
Noor: iygool ina yabee ya56ibnee min ilyowm o ina he's not playing around
Yousif: ohwa mashallah iybayin 3alayh ina 5owsh wa7id
Noor: Yousif walaht 3alayk yallah mita ashoofik
Yousif: ana hal cham yowm amer 3alaych o abee ashoof hal Ali ilee itgooleen 3ana
Noor:inshallah ana agoola 3ashan u meet up with him
Yousif: ok 3ayal
Noor: ok bye
Friday, December 25, 2009
Noor: sorry 6awalt 3alayk
Ali: la 3adee ana a9lan tawnee wa9il
we sat down and I started looking through the menu, bas I swear I could feel him staring at me the whole time so I ignored his stares at first then I couldn't take it anymore
Noor: hehehe ali ishfeeek?
Ali: ha la mafeenee shay bas umm mashallah shaklich wayed 7ilo ilyowm
Ifff why did I have to ask il7eeen I'm blushing
Ali: ya7ilo ileee yisti7oon wallah
Noor: hehehe ali bas
Ali: shino ana ma gilt ila il 9ij.... inzain shino tabeen takleen?
Noor: la ana I'll just have coffee
Ali: inzain what about dessert
He called the waitress and she took our orders we stayed quite shwaya ba3dayn we started to talk more about ourselves. After that they brought our coffee and dessert
Noor: haaaay l2
Ali: huh shino ilee l2 abee athoog
Noor: ali inta 6alib nafs my cake ikil min maltik
Ali: l2 maltich '3ayr
Ali: l2nha maltich akeed bit9eer a7la o alath
looooooooooooool china wayed iy'3azil?
Noor: hahahaha Ali bas!!
Noor: bas la itgoolee chithee tara ana ma7ib chithee
Ali: Noor ana bakalmich ib 9ara7a
OMG allah yaster
Ali: bidooon ay laf o dawaran intay insana 3ajbatneee o ana mo i9'3eer ya3nee ana wa7id 3arif shino abeee o mabee ila intay... ana shareeech bil 7alal o itha tabeen ra7 akalim omee ta56ibich min ilyowm adree ur shocked o ma tiwa8a3tay inee agoolich kil hatha bas hatha il 9ij ya Noor
:o :o :o that's my facial expression
I know it's waaaaaaaay tooo short bas I wrote as I prommised o expect another one later on tonight ;D
Thursday, December 24, 2009
O eeee whoever has a Winter break il7een Enjoy ;**
I spent the rest of the night chatting and giggling with the girls, ba3dayn I went took a shower then slept.
I woke up the next morning not by my alarm bas min iz3aj il banat bara so I quickly washed up then went to see what's wrong
Sindis: shfeeekom ish9ayer?
Fajer: HAHAHAHAHAHAH nooroo il 5ibla
Sindis: Noorooo shfeech?
Noor: waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay sandooo dazleee msg iygoolee 9aba7 il 5air ya a7la Noor fil dinya
Sindis: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA intay min 9ijich!!!
Noor: eee sindis ya3neee ana bil nisba lah a7la wa7da bil dinya
Sindis: il7imdillah wil shiker o shino ya3neeee
Noor: ya3neee he likes me
Sindis: akeeeed he likes you a9lan ma iy7a9ila wa7da nafsich
Noor: hehehehe sindis tara asti7eee
Reem: waaaay mo layig
Noor: ismillah 3alay laysh mo layig
Reem: madree Noor kilish mo layig it7ibeen
Dalal: eee loooooooool nooorooo madreee a7isich mo now3ich 7ob o '3aram
lulu: 3ad Noorooo ma awa9eech deeray balich mina
Sindis: HAHAHAHA nooorooo allah iy3eenich 3ala lulu mo7a'6arat lay il ras
Lulu: hatha yizay ga3da an9a7ha
Sindis: la 9a7 kalamich ni97eeha o law3ay chabdha mithil ma lawa3tay chabdeeee
Reem: loooooooool lulu wa3alaya 6abaw feech
Lulu: shiftay shlown 5ayran ta3mal sharan tal8a
Fajer: ba3ad shitsaweeen nadree itmooteeen 3alayna
Lulu: yalla yallah thilfaw 3an wayheee kil wa7da habatlee it7ib o madree shino ana aroo7 ajabil dirasteee a7sanleee
Noor: ee wayed a7san
after all this chaos Iwent to my room got dressed and went straight to the hospital to check on Yousif.
NOOR's POINT OF VIEW:
3ogob ma 5ala9na min hal 7owsa I was going to meet Ali for coffee so I went to my room and I had my outfit ready from yesterday, I wore a dark knee length fitted jeans skirt with a colorful shirt and a pair of high heels and to rap it all up I wore a navy knee length coat since it was freezing outside, I also got my hair straightened and I was ready to go .
I left the house and went to selfridiges ako shiftaw il bags section ta7at akko fowgha a cafe iy6il 3ala il bags departement that's were I'll be meeting Ali.
So in 15 minutes I arrived he was already there looking gordgeous as always he was wearing a dark pair of jeans wiya 8amee9 baby blue it looked really good on him.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Enjoy Everyone ;D
After the 3 hours have passed Bader showed up carrying with him some bags
Bader: il salam o 3alaykom
Sindis: ahlan Bader wa3alaykom il salam
Bader: adree ti2a5art 3alaych bas I got us both some lunch intay ma ta'3adaytay 9a7?
Sindis: la ma ta'3adayt
Bader: yallah 3ayal hach nagay shino tabeen takleen
He brought everything Pastas, sandwiches, salads kilshay ya3neee ayshay that would cross your mind ohwa yayba
Sindis: Bader 7aram mino ib yakil kil hatha?
Bader: intay iklay il7een o ilbajee inwaz3a
We both ate silentley and once we were done I got up and washed my hands o I had to leave cuz as Dalal said I havent seen the girls in such a long time and I've actually missed them
Sindis: Bader ana lazim aroo7 il7een o inshallah bilayl ra7 ayey again
Bader: la latiyeen bilayl ana bag3ad o banadee cham wa7id min il shabab iyoon yig3idoon wiyana 3ashan ham itha gam Yousif iywansoona ishway
Sindis: ok 3ayal I'll see you bacher inshallah
I took a cab and he dropped me Home I was actually so tired o I really wanted to know what's been happinig recently cuz I've been missing alot
Sindis: BANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT WAYNKOOOM??
Fajoor: SINNDDIIIIS yal maleeee8a walaht 3alaych
Reema: waaaaaaay ma a9adig ma ba'3ayna inshoofich
Lulu: eee wallah waynich kil hal moda??
Noor: abaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiih sindisoooooo wallah lazim agoolich 3anah waaaaay wallah 3athaaaaab 5ayaaal hal walad 5ayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal
Sindis: HAHAHAHAHAHA yalah gooleelee
Noor: ee ta3alay bas ta3alay gi3day 3ashan agoolich
So we all gathered up in the living room and Noor started talking about how Ali is such a gentleman o ishlown she really likes him and how excited she was about going on the trip with him
Noor: eee 3ala 6aree il trip wayn yousif wallah walaht 3alayh min ziman he didn't call me wala shifta
Sindis: ha eee ummm Yousif eee eee ohwa ummm tawnee 3ad shayfita
Noor: sindis ishfeech chithee tidowdahtay?
Sindis: la mafeenee shay bas 3ad ana tawnee shayfita
Noor: 9aber 5aleenee adig 3alayh
Noor: way bismillah laysh l2
Sindis: l2na Bader galeee ohwa wiya ib yityami3own wiya rabi3hom fa 5aleehom yistansown o bacher iy9eer 5air
Noor: 5ala9 3ayal adig 3alayh bacher... eeee nisayt la as2lich I packed 3 bags 7ag il trip kafee?
Sindis: olaaaaaaaaa intay min 9ijich shino 3 bags 7ag shino?
Fajer: ee il7imdillah wil shiker ma boga shay ma sharita o 7a6ita 7ag hal trip
Reem: eee loool wallah ma siwat 3alaych ya Noor
Noor: ba3ad shino 7a6aytlee 2 outfits 7ag each day 7ag kil day 7a6ayt an extra one 3ashan itha mathalan tidamar wila 9ar shay atleast I have back up
Lulu: il7imdillah wil shiker wallah madree ish9ar feech
Noor: law sama7tay 3an il '3ala6
Dalal: ihya ma i'li6at kil hatha 3ashan Ali
Noor: ee mo 3ajibkom 6igaw raskom bil 6owfa
Sindis: hahahaha haday haday ya mama tara there joking
Noor: ila ga3deen yit6anizown
Sindis: ( i wispered to her) youba 5aleehom mi7tareeen mo 7a9ilihom
Noor: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA il'6aher chitheee!!
Fajer: ya shagoool tara sima3tich ( and she threw the pillow on me)
We started laughing around talking about everthing but during that time I remembered Yousif so I texted Bader saying:
( Hi Bader shlown Yousif? gam wila layl7een?)
1 message recieved
( la kaho gam il7imdillah o mafee ila il 3afya inshallah :) )
1 message sent
(zayn ashwa il7imdillah ma galik il doc mita biy6al3oona?)
1 message recieved
(imbala gal by tommorow bilayl inshallah yi6la3)
1 message sent
(yallah il7imdillah l2na Noor badya it7atee fa please goola 5al iydig 3alayha whenever he can)
1 message recieved
(Inshallah agoola ;D )
1 message sent
( thank u o good night )
1 message recieved
(NP oo Good Night )
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Bader: Sindis plz awal ma it5al9een ur classes call me ok?
Offcoarse Bader wa9alnee to my first class o Dalal had the same class as well
Dalal: yal maleee8a walaht 3alaych waynich ??
Sindis: ana akthar wallah lahya ishway ( and I winked)
Sindis: haw ma feenee shay!!
Dalal: tara wayed ga3da tig3ideen ma3a Bader ma gomna inshoofich anymore
Sindis: I know wallah I'm sorry bas 3a6ooney shwaya time o ba3dayn kil shay biyrid nafs awal
Dalal: il moshkila ina fashla min Reema yaya min Paris o you didn't even spend any time wiyaha
Sindis: 5ala9 inshallah I'll try my best inee I don't spend hal kither time wiya
Dalal: ee nisayt la agoolich
Dalal: waaaaiiiiiihhhhhh il '6aher Nooroo mitwal3a
Sindis: HAHAHAHAHAHA min 9ijich?
Dalal: ee wallah
Sindis: 3ad Ali shakla i7layw
Dalal: ee shakla 5owsh wa7id o ba3ad ma boga shay wiysafroon 7ag il project abaiih la itshoofeen ishkither mishta6a
The professor entered the class so we stayed quite. After that I attended the rest of my classes and once I was done I called Bader.
Outgoing call Bader
Bader: hala Sindis
Sindis: hala Bader tara 5ala9t my calsses
Bader: ok please ni6reenee 3ind il entrance
And we ended the call
I waited for a few minutes and there he was aprroaching me looking as handsome as ever, I didn't notice what he was wearing until for now, he was wearing a dark pair of jeans with a black top
Bader: yallah mishayna
Bader: intay mo bitroo7een 7ag Yousif?
Bader: ee ana bayey wiyach
Sindis: la inta roo7 il bait irta7 shway ba3dayn ta3al il 3a9er
Bader: la bayey wiyach min il7een wila agool intay roo7ay il bait ita7ay shway ba3dayn ta3aleelee
Sindis: la bader inta roo7 il bait il7een ba3dayn ta3alee il 3a9er o lama inta tiyey aroo7 ana 3ala il a8al iykoon fee a7ad wiya Yousif
Bader: inzain ana bas bawa9lich il7een o bat6aman 3ala Yousif o amshee
Sindis: ok yallah 3ayal 3ashan ma nit2a5ar
We went back to the hospital Bader stayed for a while then he left me alone with Yousif. I stayed there for 3 hours just reading Quran and I also had some assignments to do so I used that time doing them. Yousif didn't wake up during those 3 hours but the nurses kept coming and going every once in a while.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
It was Bader he didn't notice me coming in kan mindimij wihwa yigra
ya3nee why would he do such thing ohwa he's not close with yousif lay darajat ina yigra 3alayh o yig3ad wiyah 9ob7 o bilayl hal mawgif 5alah yikbar ib 3ayneee I really didn't expect him to be such a gentleman
Sindis: Bader shlownik?
Bader: oh hala Sindis sorry ma shiftich
Sindis: la 3adee bas min mota inta ihnee?
Bader: wallah ana yeet 3al 5:30
Sindis: ola yay imbacher tara wallah mala da3ee ita3ib 3omrik
Bader: ana gilt ayey at6aman 3alayh shwaya gabil la aroo7 il jam3a
Sindis: mashkoor ma ga9art
Bader: la itshakirayn ana mo ga3id asawee ila il wajib
Yousif was moving a bit and slowly he opened his eyes once he saw us sitting he smiled a weak smile he tried to talk but we couldn't hear him so he removed the mask that was covering his mouth
Bader: allah iysalmik inta '3ishayt bil hotel o ta3abt ishway fa yabowk ihnee 3ashan iyti2akidown ina kil shay okay
Yousif: o ana min imota ihnee?
Sindis: min ams inzain yousif rid il mask il doctor galina may9eer itikalam wayed
Yousif: inzain ana mita ra7 iy6al3oonee
Bader: HAHAHAHAHA inta il7een 5al iyshoofik il doctor ba3dayn si2la
Sindis: ee 9a7 5al anadee il doctor iyey iyshoofik
I left the room and told one of the Nurses to inform the Doc that Yousif woke up. A few minutes later The doctor came
Doc: so Yousif how are you feeling now?
Yousif: I'm great so when can I leave?
Doc: HAHAHAHAHA don't rush we'll have to make a few check ups then we'll let you go
Yousif: ok then I'll just have to wait
Doc: please miss sindis can you both leave the room I would like to check up on Yousif
Sindis: oh yes offcoarse
Bader: yeah sure
We left the room and waited for a while until the doctor left he said that everything's going well so I was kind of relieved but I was worrying about the cancer issue ya3nee there's still no improvemet
Sindis: doctor what about the cancer?
Doc: we just had one chemo session so nothing shows yet their might be some improvements later on
Bader: shoofay insallah kil shay iy9eer a7san 3ogob
Sindis: inshallah, thank u doc
Doc: oh don't worry about it
gi3adna ana o Bader shwaya ma3a yousif ba3dain we had to go to Uni so we both excused our selves, I said that I'll be checking on him 3ogob ma a5ali9 my classes. Bader and I grabbed some coffe then headed to Uni we walked the weather was magnificant as usual
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Bader: mako ila il 3afya inshallah kaho ib 5ayr il7imdillah
I couldn't handle myself anymore I cried I sobbed He came closer to me and hugged me and I hugged him back he's there for me I thought to myself he's the shoulder that I want to cry on I want him to be my rock My bader
Sindis: Bader there's no hope in Yousif he's getting worse by the second 7atan il doc ga3id iygool
Bader: la ya sindis la itgooleen chithee hatha il shay beed allah o inshallah rabich ma iyga9er
Sindis: allah yisma3 minik inshallah
Bader: il7een 7atan Noor mara7 itgooleen laha?
Sindis: la bader I cant at least not for now
Bader: ilee iyray7kom sawoo ana manee mida5il ib shay malee shi'3el feeh
Sindis: hatha ilee Yousif yabeeeh o mabee a'6ayig 5ilga
We stayed a few more hours in the Hospital just to be sure that everything's ok Nothing changed Yousif didn't wake up he was still sound asleeep so we Bader dropped me off to the appartement and checked that i was fine then he went to his place.
Fajer: SANDOOOO ISHFEEECH
I broke down again in her arms all the girls gathered around thinking the worst they don't have a clue with what's going on
Lulu: BADER SAWALICH SHAY
Sindis: la wallah ma sawaleee shay
Reem: 3ayal ishfeech??
Sindis: mafeenee shay bas I'm just PMSing
Noor: sindisoo ga3da itchathbeen 3ala mino intay!! goleelina ishfeech yallah 5al9eena
shagoolich ya Noor agoolich ina 5ala9 yousif mako amal mina ina biymoot, wila agoolich ina 6ool hal moda kan fee cancer o ma gal 7ag a7ad '3ayree? a555 ya Noor bas law tadreeen shilee ga3id iy9eer chan ana mo ib hal 7al
Sindis: GILTLIKOM MA FEENEE SHAY BAS TA3BANA
Dalal: Sindis 7abeebtee itha ti7tajayn ay shay tara i7na mawjoodeen
Sindis: adree wallah adree bas sorry inee 9ara5t 3alaykom ana hal ayam im so stressed min everything
Fajer: la 3adee don't worry about it intay bas deeray balich 3ala 3omrich
Sindis: inshallah I will, inzain ana ta3bana banat baroo7 anam good night
I went to my room took a long warm shower to calm my nerves then I got under the covers and slept.. I woke up by the sound of the phone alarm beeping in my ear I switched it off got up went to the bathroom changed then headed to the hospital to check up on Yousif
Once I arrived at the hosptial I went straight to the doctors office knocked the door and entered
Sindis: good morning doctor
Doc: oh good morning miss sindis how are you doing today?
Sindis: I'm fine thank you, what about yourself?
Doc: Im great thanks for asking
Sindis: Doctor I want to ask about Yousif is there any progress or any improvements?
Doc: well yes he's doing rather great he'll be up in a few and everything's going as planned
Sindis: ok great thank u
After talking to the Doc I kind of felt a little better so I went to Yousifs room and once I entered guess who I found sitting in the corner of the room reading some Quran?
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
THANK U 7aWoOry o Confessions ;*
ok i"m gonna tag ALL my followers o commenters so who ever is reading ur tagged o plz do it it's gonna be fun :D
1- Whats ur fav Disney movie of all time?
Cinderella ;p for some reason I love her yimkin because i liked the fact that the fairy god mother came out of nowhere and all of a sudden Cinderella turned into this beautiful princess!!
2-Your favorite Disney song?
How does he know- Enchanted
I love this sond :D
3- Your top 3 favorite things to watch as a kid?
-al mu7a8i8 conan
-teletubies ( i used to think that i was dipsey cuz he's the second oldest ;p)
4- Your funniest badliya?
mara kint bas2al my cuz itha il canteen maftoo7 ihya she used to study ib America o ma abee as2alha in English fa giltlaha il mafta7 ma89oof ya3nee il ma89af maftooo7 ;$
5- The most creative way you can say "salam":
halaaaaaaaaaa o '3aaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
6- If you had to call your baby boy & girl American names, what would you choose?
if it was a baby boy I would call him Jack ( I'm in love with this name)
o if it was a baby girl I would call her Cindy
7- Your favorite teen actor and actress?
hmmm my favorite actor is Jackob Black ( 5ayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal)
o ma 3indee a favorite teen actress ;p
8- Top 4 visited websites
9- The youtube video you recommend the most?
anything that involve bonifa hanifa latifa sharifa jackson ;D
10- Do you say Shakar or Shakir?
I say shakir ;D
11- Do you play a musical instrument & what is it?
12- Who is the person you'd want to meet the most?
I would like to meet sayidna yousif because he's the most handsome gut ever fa curiosity is eating me up ;p
13- Your most prized possession: my baby born o my teddy bears ( chithee gabil a couple of months my mom shaft.hom ina I still have them chan itgoolee ishtabeen feehom tara bagi6hom I cried giltlaha l2 abeeehom '3ashat 3alay min il '6i7ik) 14- The word " scrumptious" makes you feel? somethings cut like a chubby kid 15- The song that reminds you of summer the most is? Boom Boom Pow I hope u enjoy doing this as much as I did ;* o inshallah there's going to be a post bacher :D
13- Your most prized possession:
my baby born o my teddy bears ( chithee gabil a couple of months my mom shaft.hom ina I still have them chan itgoolee ishtabeen feehom tara bagi6hom I cried giltlaha l2 abeeehom '3ashat 3alay min il '6i7ik)
14- The word " scrumptious" makes you feel?
somethings cut like a chubby kid
15- The song that reminds you of summer the most is?
Boom Boom Pow
I hope u enjoy doing this as much as I did ;*
o inshallah there's going to be a post bacher :D
Saturday, December 5, 2009
This is dedicated to:
M.T, N.A, Emnilia, Zaina, Queen bee*, Nawarii, Darliam, love drunk, o everyone who commented 3ala my previous posts
So as usual I woke up changed and went to Uni, attended my classes then headed out with Bader to have some lunch, I absolutely loved the food and his company as well. Once we were done with lunch we went to the movies during the movie my phone rang disturbing everyone around us but i was shocked from the number that was flashing on my screen
I picked up immediatley
Sindis: Doc is everything alright
Doc: unfortunatley not Sindis you have to come here immediatley
Sindis: you're scaring me what's wrong?
Doc: the hotel reported that yousif was found unconsious in his room so please come right now
Sindis: okay I'm on my way
and I closed my phone
Sindis: Bader ana lazim amshee
Bader: 3asa mashar ishfeeekom
Sindis: Bader imsh wadnee ba3dayn agoolik
Bader: yallah mishayna
And I explained everthing to Bader and that no one could know anything and he understood I started crying because I was panicking ya3nee this isn't going too well with Yousif we arrived at the hospital after 10 minutes
Sindis: excuse me where can I find Doctor Thomas Jackson
Nurse: he's in the operation room
Sindis: WHAT WHY!!
Nurse: I'm not sure you'lll have to wait till doctor Thomsan gets out of the operation room then you can talk to him
Bader: mako ila il 5air inshallah
Sindis: Bader ay mako ila il 5air Yousif ma5theena 7ag il operation room o itgoolee mako ila il 5air
Bader: ee yimkin shay ba9ee6 allah kareem intay bas id3eela
We waited for 5 hours and there was no sign of the doctor he didnt leave the operation room the girls kept calling me and I kept on making some excuses for why I was late Bader 7araam stayed with me the whole time trying to comfort me
Sindis: ma 9arat 5ams sa3at wi7na nan6er ya3nee lay mota 5al iyey 3al a8al iy6amina
Bader: yimkin ma yigdar yi6la3 min il operation room ila laman iy5ali9
Sindis: excuse me
Nurse: yes maam how may I help you
Sindis: please I would like you to check on the doctor and see if everything's going well I want to know if Yousif's fine
Nurse: Ok I'll go and bring you some updates with what's going on
after 5 minutes she returned
Nurse: the doctor will be out in half an hour and he'll tell you everything
Sindis: but is everything alright
Nurse: I can't say anything the doctor will have to tell you
ni6arna 7ag half an hour chan yi6la3lina il doctor wa a5eeran
Sindis: Doctor how is he? is he fine? what went wrong?
Doctor: thank god everything's under control he fainted in his room and he bumped his head really hard on the floor which caused inner bleeding in his brain so we had to take him to the operation room and stop the bleeding immediatley
Sindis: and how is he now?
Doctor: he's perfectley fine
Sindis: thank u but can I see him?
Doctor: yes offcoarse
The nurse led me to his room wigaft bara bab il gorfa kint 5ayfa adish bil awal bas kan lazim at6aman 3alayh, the room was so quite all u can hear was the sound of the machines and his hard breathing through the mask, he looked so weak he looked so tired shakla kan iy3awer il galb his lips were purple, his hands were so cold, he had black circles under his eyes , his face was so pale he was laying there so still no one was around him he was all alone.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Monday, November 30, 2009
o enjoy everyone;***
Noors Point Of View:
I cant believe ina omee ri'6at ib kil sohola bas yimkin l2na yousif is coming with me hmmm bas ana ma giltlaha ina ra7 iyey wallah madree bas at least im gonna see Ali everyday for 2 weeks
I spent the whole night discussing what we're gonna do once we arrive there and i asked the girls what kinds of clothes should i take with me ya3nee mostly we discussed about the trip
Yousif: Nooroo tara intay ray7a 3ashan tadriseeen mo 3ashan tistansayn
Noor: ee adree bas ham i have to look good
Yousif: il7imdillah wil shiker intaw bas hatha ilee itfakroon fee shino talbisoon
Sindis: oooooh inta ma tadree shilsalfa
Yousif: hah shino ay salfa?
Fajer: Nooroo ma gilteela?
Nooor: weeee youif nisayt la agoolik
Yousif: youba 5al9oone shilsalfa?
Noor: shoof ana bagoolik bas la it3a9ib!!
Yousif: intay 5al9eena bas goolay
Noor: ana i like ali
Yousif: o min omita inshallah wintay it7ibeena?
Noor: ana ma a7iba ana i like him ya3nee yimkin its just a crush witroo7
Noor: shino ya3nee aha?
Yousif; ya3nee ana bashoof hal ali itha rayal san3 o zain ba5aleech 3ala ra7tich o itha 6ala3 mo 5owsh wa7id ra7 ab3idich 3ana
Noor: o laysh ma it5aleenee ana a8arir itha ohwa sha59 zain wila l2
Yousif: l2na hatha shi'3l riyayeel o itha tabeen tig3ideen wiya 5aleenee i take care of it
Noor: ok ilee iyray7ik sawa
Yousif: 5ala9 ana mashee tamroonee 3ala shay
and he left ..
Sindis's point of view:
1 message recieved:
( lich wi7sha waynich ma itbayneen wala tis2leeen)
1 message sent
( sorry wallah bas kint shway mash'3oola so goolee shlownik?)
1 message recieved:
(tabeen il 9ara7a ana kilish mo zain 7adee ta3ban)
ougoing call bader
Bader: 3ash min sima3 hal 9owt
Sindis: bader 3asa ma shar shfeek?
Bader: wallah law kint adrree ina ta3abee biy5aleech itdigeen chan kilyow ana ta3ban
Sindis: bader ismillah 3alayk mo zain itgool chithee
Bader: it5afeen 3alay
Sindis: mo 3an a5a 3alayk wila l2 bas mo zain il wa7id iyfawil 3ala 3omra
Bader: HAHAHAHAHA ana ra7 agi9 3ala 3omree wagool inich it7ateenee
loool 7aram digarta bas mabeee iy3arif inee i like him its too soon
Bader: ishfeech sikatay
Sindis: ma feenee shay bas mako shay agoola
Bader: gooleelee bacher ish3indich 3ogob uni?
Sindis: mmmmm ma a3ti8id ina 3indee shay
Bader: ishraych nit'3ada ba3dayn inroo7 film
Sindis: ok why not
Bader: 5ala9 3ayal its a deal
Sindis: bas bader 3ala shar6!!
Bader: intay bas amraay
Sindis: ma abee itsawee nafs last time itwadeenee asawee ashya2 it5ari3
Bader: HAHAHAHAHA ok ok bas awadeech 7ag lunch o movie
Sindis: ok 3ayal tamirnee 3ala shay?
Bader: abee minich 6alab
Bader: la itsideen il telephone abee asowlif ma3ach
we stayed talking for 2 hours i swear i enjoyed talking to him it was like i knew him since forever i felt comfortable i wasn't nervous anymore
I slept felling so safe and warm it was a peaceful sleep
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
Yousif: tabeen inroo7 nakil l2nee 7adee yow3an
Sindis: ee ok laysh l2
we left the hospital and went to a restaurant we ate and one we were done we headed to the appartement
Yousif: wallah walaht 3ala noor 9arlee sboo3 mo shayifha
Sindis: ihya ba3ad wayed walhana 3alayk
Yousif: bas ana 5ayif itha ri7tlaha chithee it7is o it3arif ina feenee shay Noor 3arfatnee 3adil
Sindis: goolaha inik layl7een imsawey rijeem
Yousif: amree lallah
I opened the appartements door hoping that noor wont sense anything
Noor: YYYYYOOOOOOUUUUSSSSIIIIIIIFFFFFFF(she came running and hugged him)
Yousif: hala hala bil '3alya
Noor: abaaiiih yousif shfeeek 9ayer chitheee shimsawee ib nafsik
Yousif: hahahahahaha la bas imsawee rijeem l2nee wayed simant
Noor: ola yousif 7aram 3alayk mo lay hal daraja 9ayer shakilik iy5ari3 chinik maree'6
Yousif: 5ala9 3ayal awagif rijeemee bas 3ashanich
Noor: Yousif i7lif ina ma feek shay
Shit she knows she deffinately knows that there's something wrong
Yousif: wallah ma feenee shay
Noor: l2na '6i3fik hatha mo nafs ay wa7id thanee hatha '6i3f mara'6
Yousif: la il7imdillah ma feenee shay o law feenee shay intay awal wa7da ib tadreen
Noor: ee ashwa o eee nisayt la agoolik 3indee a project bas lazem asafir 3ashana o my partner is a guy
Yousif: 8awiya shlown ib ti8ni3een omich
Noor: madreee 7awalt bil proff bas mo ra'6ee iy'3ayer my partner
Yousif: intay si2lay omich o shoofay bas mino ur partner
Noor: Ali Al -X
Yousif: kwaitiii ba3ad!! ana agool '3islay eedich
Fajer: HAHAHAHA eee 3adee ihya tis2al ish5asrana
Reema: eee 5al tis2al inshallah tir'6a l2na hatha her grade o ra7 itroo7 feeha itha 5altee ma ri'6at
Yousif: ana ayey wiyach ma 3indee ay moshkila bas ham lazem tis2leenha bas 3ad wayn?
Noor: eee 6a3 wayn imwadeena
Sindis: allllllllaaaaaaaaaaaah wanasa abeeee ayey
Reema: haman ana ma 3indeee wala shay
Fajer: laaaa may9eer ana ba3ad abey ayey bas ma agdar 3indeee a midterm
Noor: weeeeeeee 7asafa
Lulu: haman ana 3indee a test o a quiz ma itiraga3 7asafa
Dalal: ana ba3ad ifffffff may9eeer
Noor: WANASAAA BAROOO7 AS2AL MAMA
Mama: hala mama shlownich yowma
Noor: il7imdillah shlownich wallah i missed u wayed
Mama: ana akthar 7abeebtee
Noor: mama shlown baba o i5waneee
Mama: ib 5ayr il7idillah is2loon 3anich yoma shlown il dirasa wiyach
Noor: kil shay zain il7imdillah mama ana il7een 3indee a project o lazem insafer Florida 3ashan insawee my partner kwaiti isma Ali Al-X o madree mama itha tir'6ayn wila l2
Mama: la yoma roo7ay aham shay 3indee dirastich o itha ti7tajayn ay shay digay 3alay o ham 3indich 5alich ma ra7 iyga9er wiyach
Noor: THANK u MAMA WALLAH THANK U WAYED WAYED
Mama: il 3afo 7abeebtee bas ma wa9eech 3ala 3omrich o la it5aleen ay a7ad iy8i9 3alaych intee il7een mara o it3arfeen il 9a7 min il '3ala6
Noor: inshallah la itwa9een good night
Mama: good night 7abeebtee
and we closed the phone
Noor: MAMMMAAA RI"6AAT
Yousif: la zaayyn inzain mota il safra 3ashan nitjahaz
Noor: next weeek
Noor was so excited about the trip not because she's going to Florida but because she's gonna spend alot of time with Ali
Sunday, November 15, 2009
while we were talking i got a phone call from yousif so i excused myself to answer it
Sindis: hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii yousif
Yousif: ahlaan sindis sha5barich?
Sindis: il7imdillah inta shlownik?
Yousif: ana b5air damich ib5air... agool sindis tara bacher maw3id il chemo
Sindis: ok inshallah bas il sa3a cham?
Yousif: il doc gal lazzem akoon 3inda at 3
Sindis: ok ana a5ali9 my class at 12 tabeee inroo7 mokan wila u pik me up min il appartement
Yousif: la a7san ni6la3 seeda min ur uni 3ashan noor ma itshoofna
Sindis: ee ok ana ma 3indeee ay moshkila
Yousif: 5ala9 3ayal amirich min il jam3a o nitmasha
Sindis: ok see you 3ayal tommorow
Yousif: inshallah bye
Bader had to leave cuz it was getting a bit late o mo 7ilwa ina there's a guy ib appartment kilha banat i walked him to the door
Sindis: wallah thank u bader ma ga9art
Bader: il 3afo o inshallah in3eedha mara thanya
Sindis: hehehe inshallah bas 3ad il mara il yaya shay mo lay hal daraja iy5ari3
Bader: 5ala9 ok yallah 3ayal ti9bi7een 3ala 5air
Sindis: winta min ahl il 5air..bye
I closed the door feeling so good about Bader and how much of a gentleman he was I went straight to my room l2nee kint wayed ta3bana I showered, brushed my teeth and prayed, and as soon as I layed down on bed i fell fast asleep
I woke up early cuz i had an early class ri7t seeda il bathroom tiwa'9ayt o 9alayt il fayer I prayed for the best I was actually nervous about what's going to happen with yousif then i got ready for uni i took my books and my purse ligayt fajoor na6ratnee bil living room with the breakfast ready
Sindis: alllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah reeeema intay imsawya il pancakes?
Sindis: waaay 3ad 9ij walhana 3alayhom
Reem: ee istaw3abt sawaytlich iyahom min kither ma 7anaytay 3alay hehehe
Fajer: Sindisoo yallah iklay la nit2a5ar
Sindis: ok intay kalaytay?
Fajer: ee il7imdillah tara 5ayaaaal il pancakes ana kalayt 2
Sindis: adree feehom malowt rayooom iyhabloon ma7ad iysaweehom nafsha
I ate, washed o ri7na ana o fajoor il uni 5ala9t my classes at 12 fajoor still had classes giltlaha ina lazem aroo7 ashtiree ashya2 7ag il appartement 3ashan ma itshik ib shay awal ma 6ala3t i got a phone call
incoming call Yousif
Yousif: hala sindis 5ala9tay
Sindis: hala feeek ee ana 5al9a
Yousif: ok l2nee ana bara
Sindis: eee ka shiftik yallah kanee yayatlik
Yousif: ok 3ayal
and i closed the phone and headed towards him I swear he scared me shwaya he's loosing a lot of a weight at a short amount of time
Sindis: hii Yousif shlownik
Yousif: hala wallah sindis ana tamam il7imdillah intay shlownich
Sindis: ana zaina il7imdilah.. Yousif tara u lost alot of weight!!
Yousif: adree lazem as2al il doc shilsalfa a5af Noor it7is
Sindis: ee goola 5al ya36eek vitamins wila shay
Yousif: yallah mishayna?
first of all he took me to london eye
the view was spectacular the ride took us for about an hour and the next hour and a half we roamed around the city he took me to these new places that i never knew existed at about 2:30 we headed to the hospital i started to get nervous m hands were sweating my heart was beating i didnt know what to expect
Doc: hi yousif how are you feeling
Yousif: good I'm feeling good
Doc: so are you ready
Yousif: yeah i think so
Doc: so will you be companying him during chemo
Sindis: yes i am
Doc: is she the ur girlfriend cuz i have seen her coming with u before
Sindis: hehehehehe no i'm just a family friend
Doc: oh ok, come on lets get going now
he took us to this room where there was a medical chair that had some plugs attached and there were a couple of chairs filling the empty cold room after a few minutes the nurses came in and the attached some stuff on yousif and they started doing their own business I stayed with yousif the whole time it was difficult seeing him go through this but i stayed strong for him I kept talking non stop so that he wont get bored he told me some stories about him and Noor we laughed every now and then
Doc: ok yousif we're done
Yousif: at last
Doc: hahaha i'll see when ur next appointment will be and i'll inform u
Yousif: okay no problem thank u doc
Doc: umm miss sindis may I please talk to u
Sindis: yeah offcoarse ( shit )
we went to the docs office and a million thoughts were going through my head what might possibly go wron i thought
Doc: loook i have to tell u this and i'm not going to tell Yousif yet but u have to inform his family ok?
Sindis: ok doc please ur making me nervous
Doc: Yousif dosn't have enough time it would be a miracle if he lived for a year
Doc: please i've called u here so that he would spend the rest of the time he has with his family and friends
I couldn't take it anymore i ran from the doctors office into the nearest bathroom and I cried once again I cried for Yousif, I cried for the man who dosn't deserve any of this, the man who has always been there for his loved ones , the man that would give his life in order to make u happy, this is it for him in less than a year there wont be anymore Yousif no more him teasing Noor all the time No more silly jokes during the afternoon there's just no more YOUSIF
(gadar allah wa ma sha2 fa3al) i thought to myself
i stayed in the bathroom for half an hour crying my heart out he kept calling me but i didnt answer i just sent him a message informing him that i will be out in a second i looked at myself in the mirror thinking that one day that might be me in his shoes not knowing that i would die so soon I washed my face and left the bathroom my eyes were puffy my nose was red i looked misserable
Yousif: SINDIS SHFEECH ISHGALICH IL DICTOOR
Sindis: la yousif ma feenee shay il doc ma galee shay bas iksiraw 5a6ree il yahal i faked a smile
I felt so sad he came near me and hugged me and I hugged him back i really neaded it
Yousif: 5ara3teenee 3abalee feech shay... o i7na inshallah kil mara ib niyey ib tig3ideen tabcheen 3alay
Sindis: la bas a5er mara
i wanted to tell him so bad but i knew that it would make him devistated so I kept my mouth shut and prayed (3asallah iyshafeek )