Deep down I always knew that I would never belong to him but I kept convincing myself that there might be a chance a simple one or there even might be some hope....
3azeez never asked to talk to me on the phone gabil hal mara I think he was being considerate or is it because he knew that I would'nt approve of it well Im not really sure
3azeez: tslamleee hal 3yoon
3azeez: abee as2lich
3azeez: lay mita bintim chthee?
That's the question that I've been avoiding all the time
'3alya: 3ala shno mafahamt?
3azeez: ya3nii lay mita bintim nitkalam 3al msn
'3alya: madree 3azeez ya3ni inta tadre ina min ilbidaya ana giltlik ina magdar akthar min chthee hatha 7adii mara7 afeeedik ib shay - o anaa adree ina inta malayt witha matabee tkalmnee anymore ana ra7 atfaham ilmaw'6oo3
I know that what I said hurts but I cant give him more mabee yit2amal o bil nihaya adgira
3azeez: hah '3alooy sh.hal kalam bas la2na mino il7een yd5al msn! tara walla aana mad5al ilaa 3ashanich wila hal sowalif moo malat nas ib 3omerna wallaa tara i7na mo yahal
'3alya: adree ina i7na moo yahal o 3az alla shanik bas wallaa magdar wallaaaa
3azeez: 5ala9 3ala ra7tich ana bas kint bashoof yimkin t'3ayren rayich lana wala this is not fair Im doing all this for you wintay moo ga3da ta36eene wala shay bil mogabil
'3alya: 7aram 3alayk Im sacrificing everything just to talk to you winta tgol inee moo ga3da a36eek shay bil mo8abil!
3azeez: inzain 3ayal warene shaklich!
'3alya: 3azeez shfeek???
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HIM! kilmaraaa iysawee chtheee lama i give up o eventually do
3azeez: matgdreen tkalmeene bil phone o matabeenee ashofich bil9ij dzeelee 9ortich
'3alya: im sorry bas no
3azeez: shftay agoolich maga3da ta36ene shay bil mo8abil
When he does this he makes me feel bad about myself and he makes me seem unfair.... ilmoshkila inee ga3da a36ee akther minilazimm bas I always fall for what he's saying o I bil nihaya asawee ileee ohwa yabee
'3alya: 5ala9 okay bas 1 pic
3azeez: okkkkk :D basss abeeha wa'67a
I picked one of the blurry pictures so that he wont really recognize my face بسم الله الذي لا يضر مع اسمه شيء في الأرض ولا في السماء وهو السميع العليم
I kept repeating that in my head and pressed on the send button