Sunday, August 30, 2009

The End Of The Road (7)

I know that i said i wont be posting bas i got the chance to write so enjoy ;D

1 message recieved:
from: dalal
( I just saw Fawaz)
OMG she has'nt seen him since the day they decided to end things.. dalal and Fawaz were the perfect couple the great match i never thought that they would end up like this


1 message sent
(ni6reenee i'm coming to ur appartment)

Dalal point's of view


I just left the restaurant and was getting a taxi to head home when i saw fawaz he was with a girl which I suspect is his wife because he was holding a babey and he had both his hands wrapped around the babey, the babey looked so tiny compared to fawaz


I was shocked when i saw him because it's been over 2 years since I've seen him, Since i left him..


2 years 1 month and 5 days ago

I was at Lulu's house I was sitting in the living room with Lulu when Abdullah (Lulu's brother) decided to join us, he was older than me in 4 years so he was like my older brother I just loved being around abdullah because I can talk to him about anything and everything he's just like Lulu sweet, caring, and adorable so abdullah told us that he has a friend coming over it's not like i cared he usually meets up with his friends at the duwaniya....


but this time was different Abdullah brought his friend inside the house they past us and went to the other living room, I took a glimpse of them while they passed , his friend was so handsome he had wide eyes a thin long nose he was tall with the an amazing body he was perfect.


that's when i knew that was him that was the guy i've been waiting for my whole life that's the guy I've been dreaming of , I've found him I've actually found him I've found my other half and i was right.


I kept goig to Lulu's house more frequentley and so did fawaz , I've got the chance to sit with him i even got to talk to him he was amazing I was sure of him I was sure that he was the one that would make me happy the one that will brighten my day .


Things started to get more serious between us we took things step my step we got to know each other, he was mine and I was his , i got to know every detail in his life I even knew what kind of shampoo he uses and what kind of cigarrete he smokes I knew him very well.

He liked it when i put my hair up because It shows my face more clearley , we were meant to be he filled me

he treated me like a diamond that he doesnt want to scratch or break and he didnt scratch me or break me he kept me safe in a loveley velvet box that no one can touch.


He took care of me like no one did he knew when i was sad or happy OH GOD HE KNEW ME VERY WELL. the most happiest days of my life were when i was around Fawaz and he had that feeling too He truely loved me he wanted me he wasnt fooling around


Until the day came when he went to my dad and proposed and asked for my hand in marriage my dad has REFUSED and i was SHOCKED my dad said that he wasn't right for me that he wont provide me with what i want and that he wouldn't take care of me.


I couldn't take it anymore so I went to my dad and told him that Fawaz is perfect for me that fawaz is my other half and that he provided me with everything he provided me the love that Fawaz 3a6anee shay ma7ad yigdar ya36eenee iya which is his heart I told my dad that no one has taken care of me in a way that fawaz did

Bas lil2sf who would listen to me I was thinking emotionally and my dad was thinking about the money and wealth "Fawaz mo min mostawana" my father would repeat "obooh ma 3inda sharikat o 3imarat o floos mithilna ohma 3ala gad 7alhom" he would tell me and I didn't care if Fawaz was driving a Bentley or a Honda or if his house was a mansion or a cottage the only thing that mattered was that i would be with him and only him.


I cried, I cried thinking that there's no more late night texts that I wont be able to see him smile when I told him I loved him , I cried remembering that i wont be able to call him whenever I'm sad or depressed, I cried remembering that whenever I had good news he's the first person I would tell. I cried remembering that there's NO MORE FAWAZ that HE'S NOT MINE ANYMORE.


I gave Fawaz my heart and it was too late to get it back society has split us apart but I've never stopped loving him he's my first love, my only love, no one replaced him and no one will but unfortunateley he found his replacement and got married, but by the way he looked at me I knew that he still loves me I saw it in his eyes and that I own a special place in his heart that will never be removed

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Loooove it!!!
Bs soo sad;(

-63 *maly khilg i sign in*

Red said...

63: thank u... I know :p
yallah I'm waiting for ur posts na6ra kil shway afta7 my email at2kd ;D

silver girl said...

RED LOVE IT :***

Anonymous said...

AWESOME POST!!! ;** ~RJ

Red said...

silver girl: THANKS ALOT ;***

RJ: THANK U WAYED ;**

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