A mistake (5)

Awal sboo3 kina insowlif 3adiiiii ya3neee shitsaweeen o shitsaweee o wain ri7tya o wain ri7t o soo on

It3arfooon shlown lama il yahil yifra7 bil li3ba il yideeda ana kint chitheee

I enjoyed the time I was spending with him I really did

Yimkin la2na all this is new to me? Walla madree bas all I know ineee mistansa 3ala 3azeeez

Shoofaw ana I come from a preservative family ya3neee matdoor 3indihom hal 5arabee6 o all this is wrong. 6ab3aaan I knew that o I knew ina law ay a7ad min my family members biychiknee kint baroo7 feeha bas ana moo ga3da asaweee shay wayed '3ala6.

You see 3azeez is just a friend to me I haven't thought of him as anything more than that and there's nothing going on between us.

After 2 or 3 weeks we became inseparable I know u'll think ineee I'm exagerating bas we were ya3neee matmer 5 mins ilaa ana wiya we're chatting wiya ba3a'6.

He hasn't seen me wala kalamneee wala mara cuz I refused that o ma atjara2 asawee akthar min ileee ga3da asawee

Me: 3azoooooz yallaaa brb babadiil o ba6lla3 il7een

3azeez: wain bitroo7een

Me: avenues :D

3azeez: inzaiiin abee ashoofich

Me: laaaa min9ijiiik ana ray7aaa wiyaaa omeeee

3azeez: shinoo ana 5ibiiil manee yaylich bas ashoofich min b3eed

Me: laaa 3azeeez inta tadree inik mara7 itshoofneee

3azeez: bas shwayaaa tikfayn widee a3arif shlown shakliich

Me: ana gaylatlik min il bidaya ineee mara7 awareeek shakleee

3azeez: eee adree :(

As much as I know ineee what I'm doing is right as much as I want to show him how I look and actually meeet him in persoon.

Bas maskeeen ma7an sikat 3ogobhaaa o rad 3adeee ya3nee maza3al wala 3a9aaab 6ala3t wana mista3yilaaa min il bait o awal marikabt il car staw3abt ina my phone moo ma3ay.

Me: mamaaaa la7'6aa la7'6aaaa nisayt mobiliiii

Mama: 3adiiii ana ma3aaach mala da3eee mobilich

Me: la mama plzzz digeega ayeeba raki'6

Mama: makoo broo7na mista3yileeen o a7saaan irta7aay min hal mobile bas imjableena 24 sa3aa imlaheeekom 3an il nas

Me: mama shda3waaaaa mara7 asta3mila bas mathalan ri7t mokan broo7eee ila ma3ay mobili

Mama: mintay ray7a mokaaan broo7ich irta7aay

O ta5ayilaw my mom ma5alatneee a5ith my phoneeee o ana 7adiii m3a9baaa ya3neee mathalan 3azeez dazlee shay o il moshkila binroo7 3ogobha zwaraaa fa minoo biywanisneee '3airaaaaa :(

Ri7naaa avenues o ana 7adii m3a9baaa kil shway achayik my bag yimkin 7a6ita bas mashiftaa o malgaaa ifff iffffffff sh,hal 7a'6

O 6ooool lizwaraaaaaa malaaaaal kila 7areeem yagrigrigooon biflana wiflana o 3irs madreee minooo o 3aisha bint mneera ma56ooba o 3aza o5oo sara o hatheee ana ga3da broo7eee saktaaa ma3indeee a7ad asowlif ma3ah :(