Enjoy ;**while we were talking i got a phone call from yousif so i excused myself to answer it
Sindis: hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii yousifYousif: ahlaan sindis sha5barich?Sindis: il7imdillah inta shlownik?Yousif: ana b5air damich ib5air... agool sindis tara bacher maw3id il chemoSindis: ok inshallah bas il sa3a cham?Yousif: il doc gal lazzem akoon 3inda at 3Sindis: ok ana a5ali9 my class at 12 tabeee inroo7 mokan wila u pik me up min il appartementYousif: la a7san ni6la3 seeda min ur uni 3ashan noor ma itshoofnaSindis: ee ok ana ma 3indeee ay moshkilaYousif: 5ala9 3ayal amirich min il jam3a o nitmasha Sindis: ok see you 3ayal tommorowYousif: inshallah byeSindis: byeBader had to leave cuz it was getting a bit late o mo 7ilwa ina there's a guy ib appartment kilha banat i walked him to the door Sindis: wallah thank u bader ma ga9artBader: il 3afo o inshallah in3eedha mara thanyaSindis: hehehe inshallah bas 3ad il mara il yaya shay mo lay hal daraja iy5ari3Bader: 5ala9 ok yallah 3ayal ti9bi7een 3ala 5airSindis: winta min ahl il 5air..byeI closed the door feeling so good about Bader and how much of a gentleman he was I went straight to my room l2nee kint wayed ta3bana I showered, brushed my teeth and prayed, and as soon as I layed down on bed i fell fast asleepI woke up early cuz i had an early class ri7t seeda il bathroom tiwa'9ayt o 9alayt il fayer I prayed for the best I was actually nervous about what's going to happen with yousif then i got ready for uni i took my books and my purse ligayt fajoor na6ratnee bil living room with the breakfast ready
Sindis: alllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah reeeema intay imsawya il pancakes?Reem: eeee Sindis: waaay 3ad 9ij walhana 3alayhomReem: ee istaw3abt sawaytlich iyahom min kither ma 7anaytay 3alay heheheFajer: Sindisoo yallah iklay la nit2a5ar Sindis: ok intay kalaytay?Fajer: ee il7imdillah tara 5ayaaaal il pancakes ana kalayt 2 Sindis: adree feehom malowt rayooom iyhabloon ma7ad iysaweehom nafshaI ate, washed o ri7na ana o fajoor il uni 5ala9t my classes at 12 fajoor still had classes giltlaha ina lazem aroo7 ashtiree ashya2 7ag il appartement 3ashan ma itshik ib shay awal ma 6ala3t i got a phone callincoming call Yousif
Yousif: hala sindis 5ala9taySindis: hala feeek ee ana 5al9aYousif: ok l2nee ana baraSindis: eee ka shiftik yallah kanee yayatlikYousif: ok 3ayal and i closed the phone and headed towards him I swear he scared me shwaya he's loosing a lot of a weight at a short amount of timeSindis: hii Yousif shlownikYousif: hala wallah sindis ana tamam il7imdillah intay shlownichSindis: ana zaina il7imdilah.. Yousif tara u lost alot of weight!!Yousif: adree lazem as2al il doc shilsalfa a5af Noor it7isSindis: ee goola 5al ya36eek vitamins wila shayYousif: yallah mishayna?Sindis: yallahfirst of all he took me to london eye
the view was spectacular the ride took us for about an hour and the next hour and a half we roamed around the city he took me to these new places that i never knew existed at about 2:30 we headed to the hospital i started to get nervous m hands were sweating my heart was beating i didnt know what to expect Doc: hi yousif how are you feeling
Yousif: good I'm feeling goodDoc: so are you readyYousif: yeah i think soDoc: so will you be companying him during chemoSindis: yes i amDoc: is she the ur girlfriend cuz i have seen her coming with u beforeSindis: hehehehehe no i'm just a family friendDoc: oh ok, come on lets get going nowhe took us to this room where there was a medical chair that had some plugs attached and there were a couple of chairs filling the empty cold room after a few minutes the nurses came in and the attached some stuff on yousif and they started doing their own business I stayed with yousif the whole time it was difficult seeing him go through this but i stayed strong for him I kept talking non stop so that he wont get bored he told me some stories about him and Noor we laughed every now and then
Doc: ok yousif we're done
Yousif: at lastDoc: hahaha i'll see when ur next appointment will be and i'll inform uYousif: okay no problem thank u docDoc: umm miss sindis may I please talk to u Sindis: yeah offcoarse ( shit )we went to the docs office and a million thoughts were going through my head what might possibly go wron i thoughtDoc: loook i have to tell u this and i'm not going to tell Yousif yet but u have to inform his family ok?Sindis: ok doc please ur making me nervousDoc: Yousif dosn't have enough time it would be a miracle if he lived for a yearSindis: WHAT!!!!Doc: please i've called u here so that he would spend the rest of the time he has with his family and friendsI couldn't take it anymore i ran from the doctors office into the nearest bathroom and I cried once again I cried for Yousif, I cried for the man who dosn't deserve any of this, the man who has always been there for his loved ones , the man that would give his life in order to make u happy, this is it for him in less than a year there wont be anymore Yousif no more him teasing Noor all the time No more silly jokes during the afternoon there's just no more YOUSIF
(gadar allah wa ma sha2 fa3al) i thought to myselfi stayed in the bathroom for half an hour crying my heart out he kept calling me but i didnt answer i just sent him a message informing him that i will be out in a second i looked at myself in the mirror thinking that one day that might be me in his shoes not knowing that i would die so soon I washed my face and left the bathroom my eyes were puffy my nose was red i looked misserable
Yousif: SINDIS SHFEECH ISHGALICH IL DICTOORSindis: la yousif ma feenee shay il doc ma galee shay bas iksiraw 5a6ree il yahal i faked a smileI felt so sad he came near me and hugged me and I hugged him back i really neaded itYousif: 5ara3teenee 3abalee feech shay... o i7na inshallah kil mara ib niyey ib tig3ideen tabcheen 3alaySindis: la bas a5er marai wanted to tell him so bad but i knew that it would make him devistated so I kept my mouth shut and prayed (3asallah iyshafeek )
